Meaning song and future plan

Hello I'm Vicky...
Everyone must had a dream. when I was a little I wanna be a succsesful person. Anyway, everybody wanna be succses.... Like be a doctor, pilot or policemen. But me, I wanna be a Succsesful entrepreneur.
Now I'm going to college and in a last semester. Going to be a baccalaureate. Because of that, I already know what should I do after I got baccalaureate. Like what I wish when I was a little. I wanna be a succsesful person. In the future, like 5 or 10 years to come. I wish I'm already succses and having a familt. What I want after graduated I want to work in company like Google, or be an entrepreneur. And my last option is I wanna be PNS because they seems like do nothing but get a much salary :D
If I already raise everything I want I will have much of money and have a little family. Because if everything I wish already raised that is result for my hard work. Going to college for 4 years. And plus, I'm a man that have to responsibillity for my family.



LINKIN PARK – LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I’m done here
So if you’re asking me
I want you to know
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]
Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shared what I made
I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you’re asking me
I want you to know
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
I can’t be who you are

Aku bermimpi aku menghilang
Kau begitu ketakutan
Tapi tak seorang pun mendengarkan
Karena tak ada seorang pun yang peduli
Setelah mimpiku (berakhir?)
Aku bangun dengan ketakutan ini
Apa yang aku (akan) tinggalkan
Jika aku selesai di sini (/di dunia ini?) (meninggal maksudnya?)
Jika kau tanyakan pada ku
Aku ingin kau tahu
Jika saatku tiba
Maafkan semua kesalahan yang telah kulakukan
Bantu aku tinggalkan beberapa
alasan untuk dirindukan
dan jangan membenci ku (?)
dan jika kau merasa “kosong” (?)
simpan aku di dalam ingatan mu
Tinggalkan semuanya
Tinggalkan semuanya
Jangan takut
Aku “mengambil” detak jantungku
Aku telah berbagi apa yang telah ku alami
Aku tangguh (/kuat?) di permukaan (di bagian luar?)
Tidak di sepanjang perjalanan
Aku tidak pernah sempurna
Dan begitu juga dirimu
Lupakan semua luka di dalam yang kau simpan dengan baik
Berpura-pura seseorang akan datang dan menyelamatkan dari diriku sendiri
Aku tidak bisa menjadi seperti dirimu
Aku tidak bisa menjadi seperti dirimu

The lyrics tell about someone who has done wrong in the past, until finally she was afraid. This lyric is more like a confession to someone. at the end of the song, the lyrics of the song that was more impressed as a letter of apology, which wants people to remember sweet things about him - not the things worse.